Jealousy

Jealousy is the most destructive feeling of all. Jealousy encompasses in itself all vices and defects of the ancestors: doubts, suspicions, distrust, believing in betrayal, inflamed vulnerability, and loneliness. It is the only feeling impossible to satisfy. A person consumed by jealousy is insatiable in his desire to be right and no one can force him to stop from his jealous feat. People would never admit that inside they are gnawed by fear to lose what they hold dear. That is why they suspect, blame, persecute, and sometimes murder the object of jealousy. Torturing himself, the one who is jealous demands to be right. However, the inflamed vulnerability does not allow him to carry into effect his hallucinations.
For an example: A person wants to do evil to a man he knows. He whispers into the man’s ear: “Yesterday I saw your wife in the park with a young man, they were getting cozy having a conversation.” Now the man infected with this talk begins a mental search through his memory to give a face to the unknown young man, then he starts to think that his wife did not look at him right, did not kiss him right, did not cook for him right… etc.
A person in the claws of jealousy loves to wear a mask of normality, deceiving himself that his only goal is to find out the truth. Jealousy dissipates as a result of communication but not for long. Peace lasts only for an approximate duration of a painkiller. Then it emerges again and again and for different reasons. Jealousy awakens inside a person for with one purpose only to prove that there is no human being there, only a worm. Afterward jealousy commands and often leads to murder. Evil people often use jealousy as a weapon for a personal gain utilizing slander and blackmail in a process. For example: “Othello” by Shakespeare.

Imagine on a global level a huge ball of energy that is made of jealousy. This ball builds thoughts, what are they like? They consist of suicide! Many people justify jealousy as something similar to love. But jealousy is not love; it is the desire to kill the person who makes the one tortured by jealousy feel like a worm. Great danger to an individual who suffers from jealousy comes from people with acute obsessive disorder of the psyche. As a rule such people are either of noble birth and privileged upbringing, or have power, influence, and money. They cannot live without infamy and scandal. Their lives are dedicated to treachery, scorn, and malice directed at their neighbor with intent to make his life unbearable and drive him to murder or suicide. They conspire against a person, set up traps and ignite the fire of jealousy to astronomical proportions. Such people are capable of destroying the world, because inside they feel as deformed ugly creatures and for that they endlessly hate themselves. They never really have any interest in anyone; their only desire is to learn more in order to ruin other people. Individuals with acutely obsessed psyche shamelessly lie to their victim purposely provoking her outrage to turn everything around and proclaim that only a mad person would dare think of them, such respectable, people badly. For an example: Henry was a wealthy and influential man. He had a large circle of friends and acquaintances, was known to help - lend money to someone in need or vouch for him. Henry had a secret no one knew about. He considered himself to be a great life-movie director and producer. He entertained himself by restructuring and rearranging people’s lives as he pleased, rewriting their scripts for themselves with his own. Once his choice fell upon a young girl who brought him coffee when he visited a resort. The girl was always preoccupied and tried never to look at Henry when he flirted with her. That angered Henry and he decided to teach her a lesson. He hired a private detective to follow the girl, find out about her personal life and scorned lovers or rejected admirers. Unaware of any trouble, the girl continued to bring him coffee in the morning. One day Henry attempted to take the girl by force. Frightened she screamed and spilled coffee at him; Henry jumped away from the girl and began to apologize profusely. He swore that her beauty made him lose control, he never meant to frighten her, he was more like a concerned father figure, etc. Eloquent sophisticated Henry made the girl believe him. They parted on good terms. Henry took a gun, a big sum of money in cash and went to the private detective. The order was to murder the girl but make it look as if one of her scorned former boyfriends did it.

Another example: A wealthy childless woman by the name Sola was a guardian of her two nephews. When both young men came back home from college, they began to notice that their aunt was not sincere with them. Sola observed the change in the young men and hired a gang of hoodlums to kidnap the boys and make a big ransom demand. She choreographed everything to the finest details. After two days of torture in a dark dirty basement, the boys were released, because Sola” risking” her life personally brought the required sum of money to criminals for her nephews’ freedom.
Money and social standing of such people hold great attraction to others. The likes of Sola and Henry do not have their own selves capable of creating goodness and happiness; instead they must always deter attention away from themselves to situations invented by them via lies, gossip, and intrigues in order for no one to know what they are really like. They are only capable of seeing that others have love and happiness. Their purpose is to ruin the lives of others and make sure that they are never suspected; they accomplish it usually through jealousy that they ignite between brothers, husband and wife, parents and children. These people must never be believed, because they are hopelessly sick and obsessed with the desire to turn everyone into creatures like them. A person can make a mistake of believing such people only once in a lifetime and if he survives at all, he is likely to be crippled forever.


Jealousy makes a person pathetic and sick. It causes unimaginable suffering, because it is an evil force that demolishes human dignity. In order to free yourself from such deformity as being jealous, you must recognize yourself as a full-fledged human being, then the pain that allows jealousy to creep in will disappear. A person must never compare himself with an animal. In an animal jealousy is an instinct of self-preservation. In a person jealousy is a weapon of self-destruction.

HOW TO BECOME FREE OF JEALOUSY

Follow this exercise with your eyes closed. Mentally go back into the past where you were an object of somebody's jealousy and cut these episodes out of your life, as you would do with videotape. Then recall all the instances when you experienced jealousy openly or covertly. Gather all that negative energy and like a magician transform it into a double of your own self. As if mentally you are divided into: a good person (kind and loving) and a bad one (jealous and vulnerable). Imagine a hologram with your own face standing before you. Mentally force the bad person out and right onto this hologram with the following words: Get out of my feelings! You are not my soul! Using your imagination, picture how that bad person is coming out of your mouth right onto the hologram that is standing before you. You will feel relief as soon as he is out of your mouth completely. Then mentally burn everything along with the hologram.